Today we went to a nearby park, we just walked, charlie rode his bike for hours and hours, we had lunch at a lovely cafe with a huge box full of toys and books. I went with my sister and we realised that it was the first time we'd been out to the park since her little one was born 8 months ago, to be honest we have a funny kind of relationship and we struggle at times even though we've been so much together in the past. Theres always been this funny kind of competitive thing with nikki and I just wish we could enjoy each other for who we are. I wont waffle on as its a very long and sometimes sad story, but anyway we had a really nice day